My Definition of Love

what is love?

according to google, "Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that ranges from interpersonal affection ("I love my mother") to pleasure ("I loved that meal"). It can refer to an emotion of a strong attraction and personal attachment."

someone told me,

not so long time ago.

love is a natural feeling of human. 

we couldn't resist that feeling but we can control.

I realized I was thinking of you, 

and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind.

then it occurred to me:

since I met you, you've never left.

I choose you,

over and over and over. 

without pause,

without a doubt,

in a heartbeat.

I'll keep choosing you.

I want you.

all of you.

your flaws.

your mistakes.

your imperfections.

I want you and only you.

meeting you was fate,

becoming your friend was a choice,

but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

if I could give you one thing in life,

I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes,

only then would you realize how special you are to me.

I will wait for you because honestly

I don't want anyone else.

one day I caught myself smiling for no reason,

then I realized I was thinking of you

P/S : The date of this title is 3 years ago because I have no idea on what to write back then. I just came up with a title but nothing went out from the ideas factory so yeah, if you wonder, that's why.

The new chapter.

This is the story of yesterday. I had no plan back then. usually after subuh prayer, I just sleep until 9am then wake up to do some routine like wash dirty laundry, feed the cats, make breakfast for my beloved niece and nephew. here they are:

and a lot more sweat producing activity. 

however, I decided to do something different, so I ride my bro-in-law's motorbike and I went to the seashore. to my delight, the scenery was one breathtaking beauty. people say, chances never come twice or whatever the quote is. but I would say, this is my time!

I quickly grabbed my camera before the sun is taller than a bamboo stick. these are the photos taken:

I wonder what this is. a lookout tower, maybe.

i fell head over heels with the fishermen's village

rocky beach

she sells seashells by the seashore

the barnacles

 I also made some  new adorable friends:

Belang, this is my bro-in-law's house cat, but we're getting closer to each other

Kontot was an aggressive cat when I approached him but... look at that cute paw

Siti was a shy-shy cat

Kelabu was laughing so hard when I told him some cat puns. he kept saying "that never gets old!" 

Melati was so excited when I told her  that she  has potential to become a model

hasta la vista chicos!( idk what this even means)